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<!--Generated by Squarespace Site Server v5.0.0 (http://www.squarespace.com/) on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 22:35:12 GMT--><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/"><title>Deacon Raphael</title><subtitle>Journal</subtitle><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/</id><link rel="alternate" type="application/xhtml+xml" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/"/><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/atom.xml"/><updated>2008-07-18T18:37:07Z</updated><generator uri="http://www.squarespace.com/" version="Squarespace Site Server v5.0.0 (http://www.squarespace.com/)">Squarespace</generator><entry><title>On Living Simply XLIV</title><category>LIving Simply</category><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/18/on-living-simply-xliv.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/18/on-living-simply-xliv.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-07-18T18:28:22Z</published><updated>2008-07-18T18:28:22Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<blockquote><p>How should the Church be governed?&nbsp; Should the patriarchs act like emperors, issuing decrees which all believers must obey?&nbsp; Should bishops see themselves as local governors, demanding unquestioning submission of the people?&nbsp; Should the clergy be a kind of spiritual army, enforcing the will of the patriarchs and the bishops, and meting out punishment on sinners?&nbsp; The first consideration for the Church is not how to punish sins, but how to prevent sins from being committed.&nbsp; And when a sin has been committed, the task of the Church is to encourage the sinner to confess the sin and make amends--so that no punishment is required.&nbsp; This is quite a different attitude to wrongdoing from that which the state adopts, and so requires a quite different style of government.&nbsp; Moreover, each individual is answerable not to a priest, bishop or patriarch, but to God.&nbsp; So the primary authority of those within the Church is not to issue decrees, but to stir up the souls and enliven the consciences of believers, so that by their own volition they will obey the laws of God.&nbsp; IN short those in authority within the Church should see themselves not as rulers, but as preachers and pastors.</p></blockquote>- St. John Chrysostom]]></content></entry><entry><title>The Timeline of the Move..</title><category>Life at SVS</category><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/17/the-timeline-of-the-move.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/17/the-timeline-of-the-move.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-07-17T17:26:28Z</published><updated>2008-07-17T17:26:28Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-left"><img style="width: 275px; height: 159px" alt="MovingDay" src="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/storage/MovingDay?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1216315893153" /></span></p><p>For whomever is interested, here's how our next couple of months shape up....</p><p>Fri 7/18 work</p><p>Sat 7/19 attend wedding</p><p>Sun 7/20 Sunday Divine Liturgy and attend wedding</p><p>Mon 7/21 Off, so much &quot;moving work&quot; at home</p><p>Tue 7/22 - Fri 7/25 Last week of work</p><p>Friday night 7/25&nbsp; Retirement/going away party</p><p>Sat 7/26 &quot;move work&quot; and packing kids for camp</p><p>Sun 7/27 Leave home early, DL at Holy Transfiguration Monastery in Ellwood City, then oldest 2 to Antiochian Village and return home</p><p>Mon 7/28 &amp; Tue 7/29&nbsp; last 2 days for retirement paperwork and other move related red tape and finish packing</p><p>Wed 7/30&nbsp; Last official day at BPD (turning in my gun etc.) and load truck.&nbsp;&nbsp; Sleep in empty house on air mattress.</p><p>Thur&nbsp;7/31&nbsp; First Day of Retirement!&nbsp; Close on the house.&nbsp; (God -willing)&nbsp; Drive U-hual and van (just Kelley and I, 2 youngest are staying w/ Nana) to vicinity of Crestwood.</p><p>Fri 8/1&nbsp; Move into Lakeside Apt 33G at St. Vlad's.&nbsp; Kelley and I can then breathe a little, as we have a week before we drive to Ligonier, PA to pick up kids from Camp.</p><p>Fri 08/08/08 Drive to Antiochian Village, pick up Colin and Hannah, then drive to Western New York for weekend.</p><p>Sun 8/10/08&nbsp; Last DL at St. George and and going away party in parish hall.</p><p>Mon 8/11-8/13&nbsp; A couple days at the Monastery of the Holy Myrrhbearers, at their farm near Oneonta.</p><p>Thurs 8/14 (or so) Take kids to their new home in Yonkers.</p><p>Wed 8/20&nbsp; - 8/25&nbsp; New Student Orientation at SVS</p><p>Mon 8/25&nbsp;&nbsp; Classes begin.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Whew!&nbsp; Prayers solicited...</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Sayings of St. Anthony the Great, VI: "Humility"</title><category>St. Anthony</category><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/16/sayings-of-st-anthony-the-great-vi-humility.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/16/sayings-of-st-anthony-the-great-vi-humility.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-07-16T17:25:06Z</published><updated>2008-07-16T17:25:06Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<blockquote><p><span class="full-image-float-left"><img style="width: 100px; height: 177px" alt="StAnthony.jpg" src="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/storage/StAnthony.jpg" /></span>Abba Anthony said, &quot;I saw the snares that the enemy spreads out over the world and I said groaning, 'What can get through from such snares?&quot; Then I heard a voice saying to me, &quot;Humility.'&quot; <br /></p></blockquote>]]></content></entry><entry><title>"To Whom Much is Given, Much Will be Required."</title><category>Faith</category><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/15/to-whom-much-is-given-much-will-be-required.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/15/to-whom-much-is-given-much-will-be-required.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-07-15T13:58:35Z</published><updated>2008-07-15T13:58:35Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p>It's scary.&nbsp; How well things are going, that is.&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;Anytime you step out in faith, believing that God wants you to do something....you spend half your time, &quot;looking for signs.&quot;&nbsp; And how you look for them, and how you interpret them, has very much to do I think, with your understanding of God, the World and Salvation.&nbsp; Adversity can either be interpreted as &quot;a sign that God does not want us to do this.&quot;&nbsp; Conversely it could be interpreted as, &quot;This must be what God wants for us to do, as the Enemy is working so hard to make sure that it doesn't come to pass.&quot;&nbsp; Or it could just be seen as &quot;part of the process&quot;; a difficulty that God wants you to get through, which will perhaps enable you to appreciate, utilize or whatever, the very thing He wishes for you to attain.</p><p>So I have some to the conclusion, that &quot;looking for signs,&quot; is mostly a distraction.&nbsp; It prevents us from keeping our eyes on &quot;the one thing needful.&quot;&nbsp; I am not saying, that God does not speak to us through our circumstance, and events that happen in our world.&nbsp; ON the contrary, as a Christian I believe that everything in the world, and everything that happens to me carries great meaning.</p><p>So how DOES one discern God's will?&nbsp; How DO we fulfill His purposes for our life?</p><p>I think it lies in &quot;the here and now,&quot; not out there in the future.&nbsp; &quot;NOW is the moment of salvation.&quot;&nbsp; &quot;From THIS moment let us love God above all and Him only serve.&quot;&nbsp; &quot;The Devil says, TOMORROW....God says TODAY!&quot;&nbsp; </p><p>What person is in FRONT of me at THIS moment?&nbsp; It is them that I have a responsibility towards.&nbsp; What is my job at THIS present time?&nbsp; Where am I at THIS instant?&nbsp; I can fulfill God's will in the &quot;here and now.&quot;&nbsp; I don't have to wait (nor should I) for the &quot;sweet bye and bye.&quot;</p><p>But we DO have a past and we DO have a future.&nbsp; Good stewardship does mean that we consider, that at some point the future will BE the present.</p><p>This is of course personal to me, as this is what the Barbergs are going through right now.&nbsp; In 15 more days (8 work days, but whose counting?)&nbsp; I will be retired from the Buffalo Police Department.&nbsp; God willing, we close on the sale of our house that day as well.&nbsp; And on August 1st, Sh. Kelleylynn and I will be moving into Apt. 33G in Lakeside 1 at St. Vladimir's Orthodox Theological Seminary, in Crestwood, NY.</p><p>While this has taken (and is taking) planning for the future, and has been influenced by everything that has happened in the past, this is really ab0ut living in the present.&nbsp; We have been given SO much.&nbsp; How much can you spend/use/utilize at THIS moment?&nbsp; What are the needs of your neighbor, the Church, your family at THIS instant?</p><p>We are blessed beyond measure.&nbsp; This process of retiring/moving/applying for School has had its struggles for sure, but the little things (and not SO little things), make it easy for us in our weakness....as we inevitably seek signs.&nbsp; God in His grace DOES condescend to our weakness.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; As a way of gratitude, it does seem right for me to list the things that have worked out so well for us:</p><ol><li><div>The sale of our house.&nbsp; We put the house on the market in October, knowing how bad the market is.&nbsp; While we had plenty of viewings, we had no offers.&nbsp; We were tempted towards questioning our decision.&nbsp; But I told Kelley, &quot;let's not worry, the perfect time to sell the house would be May, so we can close in late July early August.&quot;&nbsp; We went on vacation in May, and forgot about it.&nbsp; The house sold when we were on vacation.</div></li><li><div>We prayed for a Christian family, who would love our house as we have.&nbsp; Keith and Kim are beautiful, and plan to use the place to raise foster kids!</div></li><li><div>New friends on campus.&nbsp; We visited SVS in late winter and met the Dcn. Peter Robichau family.&nbsp; Listen to this:&nbsp; deacon.&nbsp; Four kids.&nbsp; Homeschool.&nbsp; Left good job (no pension though). Guitar player.&nbsp;&nbsp; OUr kids are excioted to know there are kids there age on campus.</div></li><li><div>New van.&nbsp; Many factors here but mainly, low prices, friends in the sales and finance dept., life-time warranty, $2.99 gas for the next 3 years (all those trips back and forth to Buffalo)</div></li><li><div>Kelley's mom.&nbsp; Her health a few years ago would have prohibited us from being able to leave.&nbsp; By God's grace (and modern medicine), she is once again independant.&nbsp; She is going to live in the south towns, closer to her son and other daughter.</div></li><li><div>Pension.&nbsp; How many people have the benefit of being able to retire at 42 and do something as wild as this?</div></li><li><div>Scholarship.&nbsp; Most of my expense at school are going to be paid for by the Antiochian Archdiocese.</div></li></ol><p>The list can go on, but this should suffice.&nbsp; We know that we are not worthy of any of these blessings.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; As our Lord states, in His parable of the unfruitful servant, &quot;to whom much is given,. much will be required.&quot;&nbsp; Suffering and struggle will no doubt be a part of this process, and is what will ultimately give meaning to this whole endeavor.&nbsp; Please pray for us so that we will utilize God's&nbsp; gifts for his glory, and that we will dutifully bear our cross in imitation of Christ.&nbsp; We don't know what will be required of from us.&nbsp; I guess we'll just have to trust our heavenly father, through the good times AND the bad.</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Names Tool</title><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/10/names-tool.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/10/names-tool.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-07-10T15:22:06Z</published><updated>2008-07-10T15:22:06Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<a class="offsite-link-inline" href="http://www.babynamewizard.com/voyager" target="_blank">This</a> is really neat. h/t<a class="offsite-link-inline" href="http://blog.beliefnet.com/crunchycon/2008/07/baby-names.html" target="_blank"> Rod Dreher.</a><span class="full-image-float-right"><a class="offsite-link-inline" href="http://blog.beliefnet.com/crunchycon/2008/07/baby-names.html" target="_blank"><img style="width: 150px; height: 100px" alt="names%20tool" src="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/storage/names%20tool" /></a></span>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Clean Out Your Basement!</title><category>Faith</category><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/9/clean-out-your-basement.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/7/9/clean-out-your-basement.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-07-09T17:04:12Z</published><updated>2008-07-09T17:04:12Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-left"><img style="width: 198px; height: 149px" alt="basement_junk.jpg" src="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/storage/basement_junk.jpg" /></span>...or your garage, or the attic, but certainly your soul....</p><p>Have you moved recently?&nbsp; If you have then you probably know where I am coming from.&nbsp; A move is stressful and there is lots to think about and DO, and lots of decisions to be made.&nbsp; Closing dates, attorney's fees, sales commissions, U-haul or movers, address forwarding, utilities on and off, etc, etc.....</p><p>So why would you want to make it harder than it is?&nbsp; Why would I?&nbsp; But I have and I do.....</p><p>When we realized we were going to follow God's call and go to seminary, we soon realized the enormity of the move.&nbsp; I would walk into my basement room (that I had such high plans for!&nbsp; foosball table, easy chairs, oak desk, dart board....) to have my heart sink.....&quot;look at all this junk!&quot;&nbsp; Let's see, guitar amps, baseball cards, magazines, report cards from the 3rd grade (!), old cigar boxes full of pins, autographed photos of sports stars, U2 posters, souvenir moroccos from when my family visited Mexico City in '70's, print outs from off the internet (sermons, akathists, articles, canons, lives of Saints....) dust bunnies, golf tees, old uniforms and books, books, books!</p><p>So the process began.&nbsp; Maybe you might ordinarily have TWO piles....KEEP and TOSS.&nbsp; Well, since we are moving into an apartment for 3 years (Thank God for 3 bedrooms!), we are dealing with THREE piles: TAKE, TOSS and STORE.&nbsp; The TOSS pile could be further subdivided into &quot;garbage,&quot;&nbsp; &quot;garage sale&quot; and &quot;give away.&quot;</p><p>Now that I am 42 and have moved a few times, I finally have become RUTHLESS in my purging.....beloved guitar amp?&nbsp; SELL.&nbsp; Sports Illustrated from the early '90's w/ Bruce Smith on the cover?&nbsp; TOSS&nbsp; I resolved to get rid of 1/2 of my books, and I think I have come close.</p><p>But this process was dirty and involves infinite trips up an down stairs and elsewhere.&nbsp; Lots of time, energy and aggravation could have been saved, had I been wise in my possessions to begin with.&nbsp; I had at many times desired to go down there and deal with some of that &quot;stuff,&quot; but there always seemed to be something better to do.&nbsp; So my basement room just got fuller and fuller&nbsp;with junk.</p><p>But I see this as a great metaphor.&nbsp; What is&nbsp;the status of the &quot;basement of our souls?&quot;&nbsp; How much crap have we crammed down there to &quot;deal with later.&quot;&nbsp; Have we taken the time to &quot;clean&quot; and &quot;purge?&quot;&nbsp; Do we &quot;shut the door&quot; in embarrassment when ever any one gets close?</p><p>May God give us the courage and strength, to deal with the things that need to be taken care of in our lives.&nbsp; May we resist the urge to bury stuff where it doesn't belong, with the irrational thought that if we don't see it, it doesn't exist.</p><p>Go to confession.&nbsp; Repent of your sins.&nbsp; Clean out your basement.</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Whom do YOU say that I am?</title><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/6/30/whom-do-you-say-that-i-am.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/6/30/whom-do-you-say-that-i-am.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-06-30T17:28:45Z</published><updated>2008-06-30T17:28:45Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<div><span class="full-image-float-left"><img style="width: 185px; height: 189px" alt="christ%20icon.jpg" src="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/storage/christ%20icon.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1214847738491" /></span>In&nbsp;Matthew chapter 16, Our Lord asks a question of his disciples. He begins by asking them a question, using good psychology to get them talking. He doesn't&rsquo;t come right out and ask them the hard question&hellip;knowing full well how easy we humans get defensive and our pride does not easily take feeling stupid. But instead he asks them &ldquo;What do OTHERS say?&rdquo; Who do men say that I, the Son of Man am?&rdquo;</div><div>This is easy for them to answer&hellip;and they give him several of the ideas that were floating around. Some say that you are John the Baptist., Elijah, Jeremiah or one of the other prophets, resurrected&hellip;..</div><div>But our Lord does not let them off the hook for long. &ldquo;But who do YOU say that I am?&rdquo;</div><div>Brothers and sisters, this is the CRUCIAL question, the greatest question Any of us can ever face. it&rsquo;s the questions that defines Christianity itself. Is Christianity a moral philosophy? An ethical teaching? A &ldquo;path of Spirituality?&rdquo; Or is it something else entirely.</div><div>As in Jesus day, people in our Own day have all kinds of ideas about who he is. Have you ever heard this one? <em>&ldquo;I dig Jesus&hellip;.He was a great moral teacher. Christians have distorted who Jesus was over the years, do they could hang on to power. &ldquo;</em></div><div></div><div>But really, when you look at it, there are really only one of 4 conclusions that one can draw, as to who Jesus is. CS Lewis and others have talked about these &ldquo;Four L&rsquo;s&rdquo; Liar, Lunatic, Legend or Lord. Lets take a look at them briefly. . .</div><strong><div>LIAR</div></strong><div>The first response someone could have to Jesus, and His hard claims about Himself, is that He is a liar. When he made such statements as, &ldquo;I am the way the Truth and the Life, no man cometh to the Father but by me.&rdquo; He knew that this was not the case, but he said it anyway. Jesus was interested in controlling people and as many modern day preachers and cult leaders do, he told people untruths in an attempt to manipulate them.</div><div>But the problem of this view is, Jesus was put to death by the religious leaders because of the statements he made about himself. Is it really reasonable to expect that he would suffer a cruel and inhumane death, when all he had to do was back of from the things he had said? Would he really suffer the cross for what he knew to be a lie?</div><div>Also, what of his loyal disciples? Certainly when the heat was put on them, they would have coughed up the untruths that Jesus had perpetuated? But the fact is, that most of them went on to suffer martyred deaths for the cause of Christ. Judas betrayed our Lord&hellip;.certainly if their had been any kind of deception going on, he would have been privy to it and would have given that up for money?</div><div>So this idea that Christ was some kind of a charlatan does not hold any water. Whatever else he may have been, it does not seem reasonable to think that he was some kind of liar.</div><strong><div>LUNATIC</div></strong><div>The second option proposed is that, Christ may have very well believed &ldquo;He was one with the Father.&rdquo; He might have truly seem himself as a god or the Son of God&hellip;but he was grossly mistaken&hellip;.he was deluded. So he was some kind of a madman, or a lunatic. He went to the cross believing that He was God, but He was wrong all the same.</div><div>As a young man, this option was more tempting to me. In recent history we have experienced such tragedies as Jim Jones and the murder suicides in Guyana in South America. David Koresh and the BranchDavidians in Waco Texas. Marshall Applewhite and those 39 who committed suicide with him. These and many others could appropriately be called Lunatic.</div><div>But does Jesus fit that category? Was he manipulative and ego-centric? in Jesus we don't observe the abnormalities and imbalance that usually go along with being deranged. His poise and composure would certainly be amazing if He were insane&hellip;..In light of the other things we know about Jesus, it's hard to imagine that He was mentally disturbed. Here is a man who spoke some of the most profound sayings ever recorded. His instructions have liberated many individuals from mental bondage.</div><div>Psychiatrist J. T. Fisher states:</div><em><div>If you were to take the sum total of all authoritative articles ever written by the most qualified of psychologists and psychiatrists on the subject of mental hygiene -if you were to combine them and refine them, and cleave out the excess verbiage - if you were to take the whole of the meat and none of the parsley, and if you were to have these unadulterated bits of pure scientific knowledge concisely expressed by the most capable of living poets, you would have an awkward and incomplete summation of the Sermon on the Mount. And it would suffer immeasurably through comparison. For nearly two thousand years the Christian world has been holding in its hands the complete answer to its restless and fruitless yearnings. Here ... rests the blueprint for successful human life with optimism, mental health, and contentment. </div></em>. <div>So no, I would have to conclude that the idea that Jesus was some kind of a lunatic is not a reasonable response to his claims about Himself.</div><strong><div>LEGEND</div></strong><div>The third view does not attempt to explain away the shocking statements that Jesus makes about Himself. The third view states, that Jesus didn&rsquo;t say any of these shocking things at&hellip;..they were attributed to Him by his follower some time after he dies. Its merely a &ldquo;legend.&rdquo; This is the stuff of Dan Brown&rsquo;s &ldquo;DaVinci Code&rdquo; and the &ldquo;Jesus Seminar&rdquo; scholars.</div><div>But does this make any sense? The reality is the bulk of the New Testament were written and circulated within just a few years of his death. The question I have to ask, is where&nbsp;are the contrary reports and documentation? The disciples were preaching Christ&rsquo;s Resurrection and His divinity from the get-go. Certainly some one would have provided the evidence that they were changing the things Christ&rsquo;s taught about himself? And there is no answer in antiquity to the problem generated by the empty tomb. The charge that that the Jewish authorities made,,that &ldquo;his disciples have stolen the body away,&rdquo; rings awfully hollow.</div><div>The discoveries of modern archeology&nbsp;are pretty indicative&nbsp;that the four biographies of Christ (Matthew, Mark, Luke, John) were written within the lifetime of Jesus' contemporaries (no later than A.D. 90). It would be incredible for a mere legend about Christ to have gained the circulation and to have had the impact it had without a shred of basis. For someone to claim deity, to forgive peoples' sins, and to have risen from the dead, is a story too wild and fantastic to get off the ground if there were still people around who know such a person. </div><div>These gospels were written in an age of careful historical composition. Among contemporary historians were Tacitus of Rome, Plutarch, the greatest of the Roman biographers, Strabo of Greece, and by far the greatest of all ancient Jewish philosophers and historians, Flavius Josephus. No, the earliest Christian documents, and they are numerous, reliably and consistently relate Jesus teachings on Himself, and the experiences of the disciples with Him.</div><strong><div>LORD</div></strong><div>So we come to the last possible viewpoint&hellip;.that Jesus IS who He claims to be, that He is Lord and that He has the power to forgive sins. Or as St. Peter put it, &ldquo;Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God.&rdquo; This would be the truly rational conclusion.</div><div>But there is evidently more to it then pure rationality. For Jesus says to Peter upon his confession of Faith, &ldquo;Blessed are you Simon son of Jonah, for flesh and blood (that is rationality) hath not revealed this to you, but my Father who is in heaven.&rdquo; Christ is saying that human reason alone it not enough, but it is through Divine revelation that we finally get to glimpse at what is True.</div><div>One of my kids once asked me, I don&rsquo;t recall which one, why it is that so many smart people don&rsquo;t believe in God. After assuring them that there were indeed some very smart people who DO believe in God....(CSLewis is one....Fr. Thomas Hopko is one I know personally...), I&nbsp;answered that it was the same reason why so many &ldquo;not so smart&rdquo; (like&nbsp;<em>moi</em>)&nbsp;people don&rsquo;t believe in Him. That is, that if we believe in Him as King and Lord (as the initiate or godparent states in our baptism service) that has many serious implications for our lives. It means that I am not in charge, no matter what illusions I hold to that effect. It means that I must be willing to give my life to Him, and all that is in it, because it is not really mine anyway.</div><div>Thus it seems easier to write Jesus off&hellip;he was just good moral teacher&hellip;never minding the fact that we are basically making him into a liar, a lunatic or relegating Him to the legendary.</div><div>I close hear with a quote from CS Lewis, from his book <u>Mere Christianity:</u></div><div><em>&quot;I am trying here to prevent anyone saying the really foolish thing that people often say about Him: I&rsquo;m ready to accept Jesus as a great moral teacher, but I don&rsquo;t accept his claim to be God. That is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic &mdash; on the level with the man who says he is a poached egg &mdash; or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God,<span class="sizeGreater20"> <span class="sizeLess20">or else a madman or something worse. You can shut him up for a fool, you can spit at him and kill him as a demon or you can fall at his feet and call him Lord and God, but let us not come with any patronising nonsense about his being a great human teacher. He has not left that open to us. He did not intend to. ... Now it seems to me obvious that He was neither a lunatic nor a fiend: and consequently, however strange or terrifying or unlikely it may seem, I have to accept the view that He was and is God</span></span></em></div><div><em></em></div><div><span class="sizeGreater20">Jesus stand here before us, and he asks each of us: &ldquo;Who do YOU say that I am?&rdquo; May our father in heaven reveal to us the true answer to that question.</span></div>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Sayings of St. Anthony V: "What ought I to do?"</title><category>St. Anthony</category><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/6/18/sayings-of-st-anthony-v-what-ought-i-to-do.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/6/18/sayings-of-st-anthony-v-what-ought-i-to-do.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-06-18T14:01:12Z</published><updated>2008-06-18T14:01:12Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<blockquote><p><span class="SpellE"><span class="full-image-float-left"><img style="width: 100px; height: 177px" alt="StAnthony.jpg" src="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/storage/StAnthony.jpg" /></span>Abbe</span> <span class="SpellE">Pambo</span> asked Abba Anthony, &quot;What ought I to do?&quot; and the old man said to him, &quot;Do not trust in your own righteousness, do not worry about the past, but control your tongue and your stomach.&quot; <br /></p></blockquote>]]></content></entry><entry><title>Urban Homesteading</title><category>Urban Homesteading</category><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/6/10/urban-homesteading.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/6/10/urban-homesteading.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-06-10T16:08:02Z</published><updated>2008-06-10T16:08:02Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-left"><img style="width: 252px; height: 168px" alt="urbanhomesteaders" src="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/storage/urbanhomesteaders" /></span>Wer'e having to put our dreams of &quot;self-sufficiency&quot; on hold for the next three years, as we move the family down to Yonkers so I can attend St. Vlad's.&nbsp;&nbsp; (We HOPE they have a community garden, or will let us start one....I see all that nice green space at the front of the campus.... ;)</p><p>But <a class="offsite-link-inline" href="http://www.pathtofreedom.com/" target="_blank">here</a> is proof, you don't have to have 5 acres in the country to begin raise at least SOME of your food.&nbsp; Heck, today's news about salmonella in store baought tomatoes shoud make us all consider how much we trust agri-culture to give us healthy foods...&nbsp; Go to the resources page and ck out all the great articles on how to live a more healthy life, both for you and your family, and the rest of God's creation.</p>]]></content></entry><entry><title>"Everything Down the Chute"</title><id>http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/6/3/everything-down-the-chute.html</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/journal/2008/6/3/everything-down-the-chute.html"/><author><name>Deacon Raphael</name></author><published>2008-06-03T17:43:21Z</published><updated>2008-06-03T17:43:21Z</updated><content type="html" xml:lang="en-US"><![CDATA[<p><span class="full-image-float-right"><img style="width: 144px; height: 192px" alt="chute" src="http://bonovox.squarespace.com/storage/chute?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1212515467671" /></span>A <a class="offsite-link-inline" href="http://everythingdownthechute.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">new blog on the block</a>, and an excellent first submission.&nbsp; And I am not just saying that because I am her husband. (and today is our anniversary!)&nbsp; The metaphor of the laundry chute is really pertinent.&nbsp; Are we willing to throw everything out in pursuit of &quot;the one thing needful?&quot;&nbsp; And maybe, just maybe, everything comes back to you.....and squeaky clean and soft, and smelling fresh!&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;Bravo, my dear...</p>]]></content></entry></feed>